Our
first day of practice was just a warm-up, with four more days of the
vigorous vinyasa (moving with the breath) practice looming on the
horizon. After the first class, students enjoyed the 1927 décor
of the Roosevelt lobby, glamorously lounging on the red velvet couches
and sharing stories of old conquests and new possibilities. High from
the Kundalini Shakti (feminine energy) and caught up in the present
moment (a side-effect of the practice), I naively failed to remember
the power of the Ashtanga practice led by a man who has unselfishly
devoted his life to guiding others into the perilous waters of Svadyaya
(the study of the Self). Little did I realize that there was an unforeseen
force of energy amassing and things would never be the same for any
of us.
The very next
day the beautiful lobby of the Roosevelt was under major construction.
The resonant "Om" of 200 Yogins chanting in unison steadied
my heart and mind, but the physical world was literally breaking up
all around us. I thought of Shiva, the personification of the masculine
form of the Divine glorified in the Mahabharata and the Purunas, the
destructive power of the universe, and I knew that he had most concretely
arrived in full splendor at perhaps the most unlikely of places -
across from Graumen's Chinese Theatre on Hollywood Boulevard. The
word Shiva means "benevolent"; however, from a spiritual
perspective the destructive power of Shiva represents the essential
process of breaking down, de-conditioning of the ego personality,
making it receptive to Divine light. Shiva's energy was all around
us. And as I opened myself to the Divine light, I prayed for a little
breaking down of my own outer defenses in surrender to one of the
last living Gurus to have studied with the world-renowned master Krishnamacharaya.

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During the
next few days, the room was filled with a strong presence of
faith. Yogins moved quickly into advanced poses without hesitation
and in defiance of gravity, exploding any limiting beliefs of
their own physical and mental abilities. Trust in the unassuming
jovial, yet sternly focused man leading us was evident. I felt
an energetic thread linking me to a tradition eons old and an
inner strength rising from deep within myself that I had never
before experienced.
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About halfway
through the practice on the second day, we were executing the second
of five repetitions of navasana (boat pose). Within seconds of feeling
I was about to sink, Guruji was standing beside me, seemingly knowing
on some deeper level that I was calling out for help. He did not touch
me, but energetically I felt steadied. He did not leave the side of
my mat and by number five I felt like Popeye having just eaten a can
of spinach. I gracefully moved through the jumping back transition
vinyasa with renewed strength and ease. We continued the very quick
pace of the practise. There was no time to be in your head. No time
to reflect on what you could or could not do. In the moment there
was the pose and the experience. No time for limiting beliefs or justifications.
The pose and the Guru, and nothing in-between.
The whole room
seemed to hover like dragonflies as we jumped our feet around our
hands from the downward dog position, lifting and crossing our feet
in front up off of the floor in Bhujapedasana. No one dared to drop
their heads to the floor until Guruji said "oshto, lower your
head" for fear of his calling you out with the familiar "Ah.bad
lady, head up!" When all were in position with heads up, he would
say "head down, breath!" and all would lower their heads
to the floor. Even his correction commands are recognized as done
with a loving desire to move us toward a greater clarity and strength
within our selves. Like a well-rehearsed marching band, we continued
executing pose after pose of the hip-opening sequence: Kurmasana;
Supta Kurmasana; Garbha Pindasana; Kukkutasana; Baddhakonasana, and
then onto the home stretch.

Sri. K.
Pattahbi Jois with his son, Maniu
It
was downhill from there through the finishing sequence holding the
poses longer and beginning to slow the energy down. After about 1
_ hours we finally got to the last and final test of will, uprooting
the lotus position from the mat by balancing on your hands with the
head up for a grueling 25 breaths, during which Guruji would begin
counting over again if he saw a student down on the mat. The power
of the traditional practise, the man leading us and the incredible
mass of energy from yogins around me all summoning their collective
wills, helped to keep me focused and up off the mat!
The
experience was a remarkable manifestation of will and intention where
all were able to excel. I was not the only one that felt the extraordinary
energy and connection to a past tradition. I asked my co-participants
at the workshop "What is it that draws you to study with Guruji,
here or in India?" Faces lit up as they shared feelings of dedication,
love, tradition, inspiration and open-heartedness. Many talked endlessly
about feeling more energy than ever before, a deeper focus, surrender
and devotion to a man who through his discipline and dedication is
"holding up the rest of the world."
Hazel
Patterson of Beverly Hills shared "it is an honor to have him
(Jois) in L.A. I do not usually practice Ashtanga and in his presence,
I did postures I was never able to do." Peter Barnett of West
Hollywood came to "pay respects" because "He (Jois)
IS the lineage, the teacher of the teachers." Students follow
him from all over the world. James Roberts from Kona, Hawaii has been
studying with Jois for 25 years. When asked why, he claimed "He
(Jois) doesn't compromise. He has a commanding presence." Steve
Dwelley of the Ashtanga Yoga Shala of Santa Barbara felt Jois' "cosmic
power." And the owner of Priya Yoga in Chicago, Jodi Blumstein,
traveled to Hollywood after two months of study with him in Mysore
to continue her practice. "He is so full of love and has such
a big heart. Being around Guruji is all about love," exclaimed
Ms. Blumstein.
Sri K. Patthabi Jois' advice to his students is "Do your practice
and ALL is coming." I often remind myself of this when I am feeling
stuck and take myself to the mat. In doing so, over time, the quality
of my life has improved as I understand and move closer to my authentic
Self. Joseph Dunham, Jois' Chief of Staff, told me "All I know
is that when I do the practice, I am a better human being and a better
man for it." Jois' immense devotion, strength of heart and love
is an inspiration. His life's work has been a blessing to thousands.
Perhaps
the Hollywood Roosevelt Hotel, where Mr. Bojangles taught the tiny
Shirley Temple the "Step Dance" on the stairway, Salvador
Dali designed movie sets, Winston Churchill sipped tea and the home
to the first Academy Awards in 1929 isn't such a strange place to
find a man who truly is a giant among men. Sri K. Pattahabi Jois is
larger than life. I know that I will never forget when Shiva played
Hollywood and it
was standing room only.
To
reach the Sri. K. Pattahbi Jois Ashtanga Research Institute, write
to: Sri. K. Pattahbi Jois, @235, 8th Cross, 3rd Stage, Gokulam, Mysore,
India 570002 or www.ayri.org.
Pamela
Hollander, M.A. has been practicing yoga for 36 years and teaching
for 25. She is the author of Indigo Yoga: The Fine Art of Teaching
Yoga to Children. Based in Encinitas, CA, she also travels throughout
the country teaching yoga. Reach Pamela at www.indigoyoga.com.