Moving
Toward The Light
By
Ryan Allen
The
word guru can be broken into two parts: gu, meaning darkness,
and ru, meaning light. Hence, by definition a guru is that which
brings light to darkness. In a society that hosts more gurus per
capita than anywhere else in the world, one woman searches for
the true meaning of what proves to be a very colorful concept.
A
guru is someone who you trust emphatically and can show you the
way.
The way to where?
Wherever it is you want to go.
Do you have a guru?
Ive had several a healer who worked on my chakras,
a Peruvian shaman, and now I have my fitness guru who I see three
times a week.
Does that count?
It does to me.
Although
Im inclined to argue with my friend that this isnt
up to par with the serious, spiritual connotation that I attribute
to the concept of a guru, I stay silent. Yet over the next few
days this conversation repeatedly comes to mind. I am perplexed
as to why my friend can claim three gurus while I have none.
Im hounded by two questions: What exactly is a guru? And,
Do I need one?
A
quick Google search directs me to an employment guru, a law
guru and a computer guru. Next, I specify spiritual guru
and the first link takes me to an article titled, Ethel
Merman as Spiritual Guru? Now, Im even more confused.
I seek council. My mother suggests I query financial guru Suze
Orman. No, Im looking for someone spiritually inclined
yet respected and highly sought after. Someone along the lines
of
say
Deepak Chopra.
The
following weekend I find myself perusing the grounds of The
Los Angeles Times Book Festival on the UCLA campus. I feel the
tingle of fate upon learning that Dr. Chopra is scheduled to
speak about his latest book, Golf for Enlightenment.
Coincidence? I think not. And I know that Dr. Chopra, a firm
believer that there are no accidents, would agree.
Using the guise of a journalist rather than a
guru-seeker, I submit a written request for an interview to
discuss the concept of guru. A mere half-hour later I sit down
next to him on a couch in the Green Room of Royce Hall.
Dr.
Chopra defines gurus as those who teach pupils how to live conscious
lives. The guru/disciple relationship remains a presence in
the spiritual life of India today, and there are places such
as gurukuls and ashrams where those who are spiritually predisposed
can study. Dr. Chopra spent more than 10 years with his guru,
Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, and says that it was a huge commitment
of time and energy, of surrender.
Wow
thats intense, I remark.
Now,
in the West, he says with a sly grin, I personally
think the context for guru doesnt exist. Its not
part of the tradition. In this culture people are more likely
to want to be independent, to rely on themselves, to read books,
to explore things, to dabble, to change. They arent ready
for the long-term commitment thats required.
Fully
aware that I for one have spent much of my life hoisting a flag
of independence, committed to dabbling and surrendering only
to change, I nod my head in agreement.
I inquire about the hundreds of thousands who consider him to
be their guru, a number of which are waiting in the auditorium
next door. He shakes his head in rebuttal, A true guru
has to commit him- or herself totally to the evolution of the
student. There is no personal agenda. Im writing books
and traveling. I have a family and run my Center. These are
things Id have to relinquish in order to totally commit
myself to the evolution of my students. I might do it, but not
right now.
Althogh
this commitment aspect has caused some hesitation on my part,
just because Dr. Chopra is not ready to be my guru doesnt
mean that Im not ready to find one.
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According
to the yoga rumor mill, Patricia Hansen, former president and
founding board member of Unity in Yoga International, is reputed
to have several gurus. I contact Hansen, hoping she will offer
advice to a fellow Westerner.
The
word guru has two meanings for Hansen. First, the word can be
broken into gu (meaning darkness) and ru (indicating dispeller).
Hence, a guru is one who removes darkness. The other
definition is heavy. Hansen suggest that many things
can lead us out of darkness. For example, a heavy
experience, such as cancer. Heavy in that it shifts consciousness.
Although
they have many similarities, Hansen differentiates between a hatha
yoga student and a disciple (or chela, the Hindu word for student)
by explaining that for the yoga student, yoga is the guru. A disciple,
however, has a pure motive of being on a spiritual journey and
has met someone who speaks to their heart. But in both scenarios
the ultimate goal is to help the individual connect with the peace
within them.
Even though Hansen has several, including two yoga gurus and an
Ayurveda guru, she says, The true guru is the teaching.
The true teacher is the guru within, the sat-guru. Thus,
the role of the teacher is to guide the student to the sat-guru
that resides in their heart. For this to work, however, We
must become an empty vessel.
She also tells me that historically, in India, prospective disciples
would sit outside the ashram, waiting for the guru to invite them
in. The guru would only do so, however, after sensing that the
disciples were ready to learn they needed to have a purity
of heart and intention so that the guru could determine when they
were ready for certain teachings and practices.
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As
if the vessel also known as my brain isnt already brimming
with new information, Hansen recommends that I check out Georg
Feuerstein, Ph.D.s The Yoga Tradition. I pick up
a copy (just barely, it must weigh close to 20 pounds weigh
it!) and thumb through the index. Dr. Feuerstein defines the word
guru as a spiritual teacher, and dates the teacher/disciple
system back to the early Vedic period, 4500-2500 B.C.E. Like Dr.
Chopra, Dr. Feuerstein describes an intense, complex process of
initiation, surrender and commitment, and
contrary
to the pop Yoga espoused by a large number of Westerners,
authentic Yoga is never a do-it-yourself enterprise.
Theres
more, over 600 pages more. Since Im already behind schedule
on finding my guru, I decide to do what any resourceful person
might. I turn to a walking-talking equivalent to shed light on
the topic.
Dr. David Frawley is an esteemed scholar of Ayurveda and Vedic
Science. His knowledge of yoga traditions is
abundant, as is his generosity to share it. To him, the word guru
basically means the teacher (The mother is often considered
the first guru of a child.), but it also takes on a special
meaning as spiritual master. In America we dont discriminate
between the two meanings.
The
deeper you go the more the issue of a spiritual master comes up,
says Dr. Frawley. He has a number of gurus: an Ayurveda guru,
a Vedic Astrology guru, as well as several spiritual gurus, presently
Sivananda Murty, a revered yogi and Advaitic sage. In India, there
are dozens of traditions and lineages. The traditions are guidelines,
and the lineage is a flow of information that is linked to authentic
teachings.
Keep in mind that whats available in America and India
is quite different. He suggests looking for a high level
of disciples and the highest level of self-realization on behalf
of the guru. They should be respected as a spiritual master and
as part of a lineage connecting the student to a greater teaching
and tradition.
Dr. Frawley warns against those who are self-proclaimed, Often,
great gurus are hidden people. From this, I deduce that
the strongest search engine does not translate into the purest
intention and perhaps Ethel Merman is not really a spiritual guru.
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I
decide to put my newly-acquired guru criteria to the test with
a visit to a likely suspect who is hiding in the house literally
caddy-corner from mine a man by the name of Guru Singh.
Guru Singh is a Kundalini yoga teacher as well as a spiritual
advisor and of the Sikh tradition. I have several friends
who routinely seek his council and best of all, the iconic appearance
of his long, untamed beard and customary all-white clothing is
in line with what one would expect of a proper guru. Now, as tradition
would have it I should plant myself on his lawn and wait for an
invitation. I rule this out on account of the summer heat and
street cleaning, instead opting to set up an appointment.
After
a brief wait on a shaded backyard patio, I meet with him. What
unfolds is a heart-to-heart conversation that has me thinking
and hoping my quest might be coming to a close. But the light
switches off when he tells me that there are no living gurus within
the Sikh faith. Although his relationship with his guru (Yogi
Bhajan) has been going on for 35 years, What Im surrendered
to is not the person. What Im surrendered to are the teachings.
I
mention a most obvious discrepancy with this notion of no
living gurus the fact that his name carries the title.
He informs me that this is a name given to him by Yogi Bhajan.
When I suggest that certainly there is some sort of heavy
significance to this, he responds, How many men from Mexico
are named Jesus?
As
I stroll home with thoughts of Jesus sunning on a beach in Mexico,
it occurs to me that perhaps Im a non-guru type of person.
Im well aware that nine years as a non-Catholic attending
private Catholic schools and nightly prayers begging for forgiveness,
mercy or (preferably) redemption rendered me leery of organized
religion. Maybe this is explanation enough of why the topic of
guru proves to be a slippery subject for me.
I
deem it necessary to meditate for clarity, to begin shaping myself
into an empty vessel. As I settle into lotus position and close
my eyes, I reflect upon my findings: Anything or anyone can take
on the role of being my guru. Whats seemingly more important
is whether or not Im ready to learn from it, whatever it
might be. In this society of spiritual window shopping, which
does not come with the traditional guru/chela relationship installed,
its up to me to make the effort and determine when Im
ready to hang up my shopping bag and quite simply, commit.
Then again, maybe not.
The
ringing of my phone causes ripples in my reflection pool. I let
the machine pick up. Its a local gurus publicist.
Shes wondering if Id like to speak with him.
In
addition to those mentioned in this article, the writer wishes
to express gratitude to Fred Miller, Mas Vidal, Mark Griffin,
Nirmala Heriza and Gurmukh for their assistance.
Ryan
Allen is a Los Angeles-based writer / editor.